I try and try to write, though most of it stays in my head rather than making it onto a page. What I do write down depresses me because it's not conveying the right impressions. I have wonderful characters, and when someone asks me for something of mine to read that I've been talking about I realize I don't have much, if anything, to give them.

I do realize though that I'm not going to die tommorrow, and if I keep trying I'll imorove and have better chances of getting something done. I have time if I don't waste it. :)