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Archie Goodwin a.k.a. Catzilla
March 2006 - February 21, 2025

We found Archie in our flowerbed in July 2006 when he was 4 months old. No idea where he came from. We never saw any sign of a mama cat or siblings. He had been out on his own for a while, judging by his parasite load and the other contents of his poop, but he was definitely not feral. So we adopted him.

He was a spoiled brat of a cat, but he was also affectionate and funny and extremely patient with bipedal whims. He did not like laps, although he would sometimes come and sit on you tensely, as if to prove he could do it. He did love snuggling in bed and had finally worked out how to do it so that he was neither strangling me nor completely blocking my view with his fluffy butt. And he had the best deep, loud, rumbling purr. He came and snuggled with me and purred last night, even though he has to have been feeling pretty crummy, and that's a gift.

When UW did the ultrasound of his abdomen this afternoon, they found a very large mass in his intestines, which absolutely had not been there in December. The enlarged lymph nodes looked like they were metatastic, the pancreas looked, in his UW vet's term, "gnarly," and when they checked his bloodwork, his bilirubin count had doubled since Wednesday, and it was astronomical then. So large-cell lymphoma, fast-growing and aggressive. And he had gotten so frail. I didn't think he could stand up to chemo, and the vet said she honestly doubted chemo would even help.

So I called it. He was blissed out on the sedatives from the ultrasound. It seemed stupid and cruel to wait long enough for them to wear off. I told him I loved him, I told him he was a good boy, I told him it was okay for him to let go.

He died in my arms and I drove home with an empty cat carrier.

Date: 2025-02-22 07:58 pm (UTC)
carbonel: Beth wearing hat (Default)
From: [personal profile] carbonel
What a pretty boy. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:02 pm (UTC)
oursin: Beatrix Potter's Mrs Tiggywinkle, wearing an apron, clasping her paws, and looking upwards (Mrs Tiggywinkle)
From: [personal profile] oursin
Sympathies for your loss.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:25 pm (UTC)
hawkwing_lb: (Default)
From: [personal profile] hawkwing_lb
I'm so sorry. He was a gorgeous cat.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:34 pm (UTC)
sovay: (Viktor & Mordecai)
From: [personal profile] sovay
His memory for a blessing. I am so sorry.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:34 pm (UTC)
redbird: closeup of me drinking tea, in a friend's kitchen (Default)
From: [personal profile] redbird
I'm so sorry.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:39 pm (UTC)
anne: (Default)
From: [personal profile] anne
I'm so sorry.

Date: 2025-02-22 08:40 pm (UTC)
princessofgeeks: (Default)
From: [personal profile] princessofgeeks
I am so sorry.

Date: 2025-02-22 09:09 pm (UTC)
pameladean: (Default)
From: [personal profile] pameladean
"DUDE. CHECK OUT THIS TOTALLY AWESOME PLASTIC BAG."

I met him on your LJ and never really stopped thinking of him as your young bouncy cat. I am so sorry. The empty cat carrier is so emblematic and so awful.

P.

Date: 2025-02-22 09:12 pm (UTC)
ckd: two white candles on a dark background (candles)
From: [personal profile] ckd

My sympathy and condolences. Even a good long run like he had is never long enough.

Date: 2025-02-22 09:38 pm (UTC)
resonant: Ray Kowalski (Due South) (Default)
From: [personal profile] resonant
I'm so sorry for your loss.

Date: 2025-02-22 10:03 pm (UTC)
jazzfish: Alien holding a cat: "It's vibrating"; other alien: "That means it's working" (happy vibrating cat)
From: [personal profile] jazzfish
I'm so sorry. He sounds like the Best Cat.

Date: 2025-02-22 10:31 pm (UTC)
lsanderson: (Default)
From: [personal profile] lsanderson
My condolences.

Date: 2025-02-22 10:33 pm (UTC)
ephemera: (Cold Shoulder)
From: [personal profile] ephemera
I'm so sorry - it's always hard, even when it's a kindness to make that call.

Date: 2025-02-23 12:07 am (UTC)
jmward14: (Default)
From: [personal profile] jmward14
I'm so very sorry. Companions like Archie take pieces of us with them when they leave. But I'm so glad you had 19 years loving each other and that he moved on in bliss and love. Wishing you comfort.

Date: 2025-02-23 01:53 am (UTC)
ride_4ever: (RayK sad)
From: [personal profile] ride_4ever
This made me cry because I empathize. The day I went home from the vet with the then forever empty cat carrier was one of the worst days of my whole life.

You were blessed to have Archie and he was blessed to have you. 🐈

Date: 2025-02-23 02:44 am (UTC)
sraun: portrait (Default)
From: [personal profile] sraun
Condolences. I've lost several dogs, I have some idea how hard it is.

Date: 2025-02-23 05:37 am (UTC)
mific: (Default)
From: [personal profile] mific
Ah hell, I hated having to do that, even when it was absolutely the best decision. I'm so sorry you lost him.

Date: 2025-02-23 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] mme_n_b
I'm very sorry for your loss.

Date: 2025-02-23 01:19 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] lokifan
I'm so sorry to read this. He sounds like an absolutely wonderful cat.

Date: 2025-02-23 04:45 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hominysnark
I lost my Mildmay almost a year ago. I’m so sorry, Sarah.

Date: 2025-02-23 04:46 pm (UTC)
oracne: turtle (Default)
From: [personal profile] oracne
I'm so sorry. You did the right thing. He had a good life.

Date: 2025-02-23 09:38 pm (UTC)
swan_tower: (Default)
From: [personal profile] swan_tower
So very sorry for your loss. I am glad he enjoyed many good years with you.

Date: 2025-02-23 11:44 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] ndrosen
Please accept my condolences on the loss of your furry friend.

Date: 2025-02-24 07:34 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] myveryown_nemesis
Please accept my condolences.

Date: 2025-03-07 06:12 pm (UTC)
anef: (Default)
From: [personal profile] anef
I'm very sorry. He sounds like a great cat. He had a good life and a quick death, which is all most of us can hope for.

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