bookkeeping
Aug. 23rd, 2004 12:31 pmKekropia
Comments: Suddenly, out of fucking nowhere, my motivation is back in town. Yee-ha!
Verdict: Pleased. (Understatement. If I'm not bouncing up and down and giggling with glee, it's only because I'm not actually five years old.)
And you're stopping because ... ?
ION,
ursulav was thinking this morning about what she was doing five years ago. Which, because I am a lemming, caused me to do the same, and I realized that five years ago, I was in the middle of taking prelims. Undoubtedly both the smartest and the most stressed I will ever be in my life. And something I Never. Have. To. Do. Again.
And I'm celebrating by working on a novel for which I have a contract. Right at the moment, life is pretty damn good.
August 16-22: 448 words
this morning: 870 words
Comments: Suddenly, out of fucking nowhere, my motivation is back in town. Yee-ha!
Verdict: Pleased. (Understatement. If I'm not bouncing up and down and giggling with glee, it's only because I'm not actually five years old.)
And you're stopping because ... ?
1. Should at least think about lunch.
2. Must rest my hands, even if I don't want to.
3. Made the mistake of taking a good long look at my keyboard, and sweet bobble-headed Jesus this thing needs cleaning.
ION,
And I'm celebrating by working on a novel for which I have a contract. Right at the moment, life is pretty damn good.
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Date: 2004-08-23 01:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-23 01:46 pm (UTC)---L.
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Date: 2004-08-23 03:14 pm (UTC)I graduated; I sent a toxic partner packing roughly three years after I should have done so; I began afresh. Some of my firmest friendships were formed this year. One would eventually fall apart.
My boss was also quite simply from hell, but I learnt a lot of very useful skills, mainly in the fundraising arena. I also learned that I was good at my job, and didn't have to take shit from a bitch who wasn't. I think this was the most valuable skill of all.
Five years ago, I co-founded a Contemporary Dance Society, following a performance in a successful showcase. This is still my baby, although I feel myself moving onwards an upwards - time to move into the knife-edged world of Community, from the safe pillow of Student dance.
I probably started dancing as a serious hobby at about this time, so without five years ago I wouldn't be doing much of what I'm doing. I think I probably taught my first dance workshops at around this time as well. Phew, busy year!
I think back then, I was at a lot of crossroads. I feel I'm at another set now, but I also think I'm older; older and wiser perhaps, but also older with more adult responsibilities and less time in the kitty to tit about with. Time to sort it out. Last time led to a lot of quite positive and successful experiments; this time, I have to make proper decisions.
Being a boring bastard
Date: 2004-08-24 05:19 am (UTC)