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Sarah/Katherine ([personal profile] truepenny) wrote2011-12-18 08:57 am

5 things

1. I'm seeing a sleep therapist now, because I would like to get off the potentially addictive hypnotic that is currently holding my insomnia down. She told me what I really already knew, that I need to get on a fixed schedule of going to bed at the same time every night and getting up at the same time every morning. Which means getting up at 6:30 on weekends. I HATE THIS. I have always been a night owl, and mornings are my favorite time to sleep. But I am determined to give this fixed schedule a fair shot, so here I am, awake and fed and medicated and dressed at 8:30 on a Sunday morning. (Nobody says I have to move fast on weekends, just that I have to get up.)

The fixed schedule idea also means that I have to go to bed--as in, in bed, lights out, eyes shut, at 10:15. And ideally I need to try to decrease my computer usage in the late evenings, because of light issues (photosensitivity plus glow of monitor equals confused circadian rhythms). Which means I have even less time to get computer things done, and I am still trying to finish this goddamn book. Ergo, as little as I have been an online presence in recent months, I'm going to be even less of one, at least for a while. Which is Teh Suck, but I have to find a way to keep the insomnia chained in the basement, and long-term drug usage is just not the way I want to go.

2. So, when I was making my whirlwind trip to Boston, I discovered that O'Hare has a Field Museum store. This is a brilliantly terrible idea on the Field Museum's part, but it did mean I could take [livejournal.com profile] matociquala meerkat socks as a hostess gift (because seriously--meerkat socks). And I bought for myself a pair of tiny Sue earrings. They have become my favorite earrings--for the one set of holes I don't just leave rings in all the time--for days I don't have to dress like an adult.

3. Two really nice capsule reviews of The Bone Key: (1) and (2). And Somewhere Beneath Those Waves got a starred review from Library Journal (here if you're interested) and a very kind mention from Lesley Hall over at Aqueduct Press's blog.

4. These fossa pups, Ingrid, Heidi, and Gretchen, show that Madagascar really knows how to work the charismatic predator* angle.

5. Have a picture of Milo and me:

(Stepping Stones Studio 2011)
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*[livejournal.com profile] ursulav came up with that useful designation.

[identity profile] dancing-crow.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Your pony is looking very handsome!

[identity profile] truepenny.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! He looks very grown up in show braids, but it's a lie. :)

[identity profile] fidelioscabinet.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I am with on the whole sleeping in on the weekends thing, but I can attest that after the first few years, being awake and moving early on the weekends does set in as the default.

That wasn't helpful, was it?

The Field Museum has a gift for really evil things. Wonderful evil things.

[identity profile] kimboosan.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Have your tried f.lux (http://stereopsis.com/flux/) for your monitor? While my insomnia issues were never has critical as your sound, using this software basically changed my life in regards to actually getting *sleepy* at night. I had no idea the monitor photo sensitivity was affecting me so much until I tried it out and started falling asleep *before* midnight for a change.

Good luck with the scheduled sleeping! I too am very hostile to getting up on a schedule on the weekends...I fail more often than succeed, alas. I hope it makes a difference for you!
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[identity profile] batwrangler.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Milo is gorgeous and you look great together.

[identity profile] txanne.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You look so happy! :-D

[identity profile] michaeldthomas.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Did you see what was coming to the Field next year?

http://fieldmuseum.org/happening/exhibits/genghis-khan

Sorry about the stupid adult sleep schedule. :(

[identity profile] truepenny.livejournal.com 2011-12-20 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
oooooooh.
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[personal profile] heresluck 2011-12-18 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, that is one of the best photos of you I've ever seen (right up there with you and Bear being all writerly on my couch); you look so happy! And your goofy pony is pretty cute too, although I almost didn't recognize him without his floppy skater-boy forelock. :D
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[personal profile] jenett 2011-12-18 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
That is an awesome photo.

On the computer-before-bed: there's a nifty little free app, f.lux (at http://stereopsis.com/flux/) that will adjust the display colors based on time of day (cooler/brighter colors during the day, warmer/deeper at night.)

I find it helps quite a bit with my own computer-before-bed sleep issues.
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[personal profile] kate_nepveu 2011-12-18 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
1. Sympathies. I too love sleeping in, and regard the justified ability to do so--indeed, the wisdom of it--as one of the compensations for infant-related sleep deprivation.

As a possible add'l aid re: computer light, do you know of http://stereopsis.com/flux/ ?

5. Great picture.

[identity profile] swan-tower.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I was going to mention f.lux, too. It isn't a total solution -- the computer is still a light source -- but changing the hue of that light can make a difference.
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[personal profile] libskrat 2011-12-19 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for posting about this. I am trying it out and it seems pretty rad. (Obviously I need to give it plenty more time before I assert any benefits!)

[identity profile] aishabintjamil.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Great picture of the horse. What discipline do you show in?

Have you tried meditation before bed as a sleep aid? I know some people find that helpful, particularly if what keeps you awake is having trouble turning off your brain.

With respect to the computer and light issue, have you considered using a voice-to-text program like Dragon Naturally Speaking to dictate instead of writing at the keyboard while starting at the monitor? You'd need to go over what you "wrote" the night before while looking at the screen to make corrections, but once the tool learns your voice, I understand the accuracy rate is pretty good.

[identity profile] truepenny.livejournal.com 2011-12-20 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Dressage. I am still an utter, utter novice, but I love it.

[identity profile] aishabintjamil.livejournal.com 2011-12-20 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
I used to ride dressage before my baby got too old to do more than be a barn ornament. He's 32 this year. We never got beyond training level 2, but it was fun. I'm inordinately proud of having once gotten him to do a leg yield at the canter.

[identity profile] sillylilly-bird.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
what they said about flux - i've been using it for months and it really does help.

[identity profile] sillylilly-bird.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
also: that is a marvelous picture:)
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[personal profile] larryhammer 2011-12-18 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Excellent photo of you two.

---L.

[identity profile] jamiam.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I had the insomnia at night for several years. It's gotten better, but I'm still struggling with the late bedtimes/late wake-ups. Especially this time of year. My sleep doc put me on low doses of melatonin taken at sunset, which got me to bed on time, but completely torches my late-night productivity. Which I really resent. (Can you write in a notebook? Or switch your computer to white text on a black background at a certain hour? Bah, humbug.)

Milo! He even looks like a Milo, you know?

[identity profile] halfmoon-mollie.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
what a wonderful smile you have.

[identity profile] gauroth.livejournal.com 2011-12-19 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Sleep well!!!

love Maggie xxx

[identity profile] cheloya.livejournal.com 2011-12-19 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Attempting to get the meat to sleep a it is supposed to is annoying as I do not know what. One thing my psych suggested that I found useful was to reset the body's expectations about what bed means by spending only the minimum amount of time (that is, time spent sleeping) in bed.

Partly this involved playing catch-up, and partly it involved a good bedtime routine like you mention in your entry. The catch-up part is basically recording (for the first week) how many hours you spend abed compared to the hours you spend asleep, and (during subsequent weeks) trying to get that as close to 1:1 as possible by adjusting your bedtime based on the time you want to get up, and the desired sleep efficiency (100%).

I started out sleeping about four hours out of the nine I spent in bed, and wanted to get up at 6am, so to get the bed/sleep ratio to 1:1 I went to bed at 2am for a while. Once you start getting 100% sleep efficiency, you move your bedtime earlier by 30mins and keep going until you're sleeping as long as you want to. :) Obviously it takes a bit of finagling, but it worked reasonably well to reset my sleep cycle to a "normal" circadian rhythm.

[identity profile] ashnistrike.livejournal.com 2011-12-20 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Your pony is v. handsome (and big!). Also, meerkat socks!

A dear friend of mine has had great success with the no-screen-time-before-bed thing. She says that it never stops being annoying, but is worth it. Fingers crossed that it works at least as well for you.

-Nameseeker

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[identity profile] alanthehat.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I think this would be a much better picture to use for your Wikipedia entry - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Monette