It was nice while it lasted.
May. 11th, 2003 07:49 amForearm massage yesterday afternoon from HL, because she knows how to do stuff like that and is seraphic besides. She found me a little frustrating, I think--well, not me, exactly, but my tense, resistant, control-freak hands, wrists, and forearms, which I found frustrating, too. But the results were amazing. I spent the evening with lovely, relaxed, malleable hands and wonderfully languorous forearms.
This morning they're recognizably my hands and forearms again.
This morning they're recognizably my hands and forearms again.
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Date: 2003-05-11 07:12 am (UTC)And, for the record: not so much frustrating for me as frustrated on your behalf. I couldn't live with arms like that. I carry my tension in my shoulders, like a normal geek.
Allow me to reiterate my suggestion about going to the root of the problem? Your wrists have non-muscular anxieties and need therapy accordingly.
But not Freudian therapy.
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Date: 2003-05-11 07:24 am (UTC)And, yeah, I think you're probably right and I should start looking around for cranio-sacral type massage people. When it's being relaxed that feels weird, that's probably a sign.
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Date: 2003-05-11 09:30 am (UTC)And I had to snicker when I saw "seraphic", but that was because I'm currently "seraphic vaticide". So occasionally I think seraphim could be angels who beat people up. ^_^